Excited.......

Wow, it's been one month since my last post....
Ard this time i have jus decided to go for a holiday....
and i'm flying off next thur...
how super exciting!!!
alot of first times for me....going away alone, to a new country i have never stepped before, somewhere so far...hahah...
it will b a super big step for me but since i have decided i shall go along and b brave...

Many things have happen in the past one month...
sometimes i cant help it but think how hard it is to please everyone....
no matter what kind of decisions are being made, someone will b disappointed...
lets jus say making priorities has nv been my best and i think its really time to learn...
N i believe my this holidays will allow myself to get away and have time for myself to think,
know what is my next step and rethink thru my current situation....

Hopefully by the time i come back i will be clearer in my mind.....
haven been able to sleep well recently...
dunno wat is happening but keeps waking up from my sleep..
probably got something to do with my dream but till now still cannot recall what happens in it
Somehow it feels so real and really shock me out..

i'm gonna jus ignore it la...haha
pretty random today but its jus me...